DOUBT PLANTS THE SEED
TEND TO WITH AN UNCONSCIOUS BITTERNESS. I TOLD MYSELF
ADE IT FROM FICTION BUT WHETHER
STAKENLY CONJURED VISIONS OR NOT THINGS BEGAN
TO TREND TOWARDS
DISSOLUTION. IN THE INTER
REW DIFFIDENT. WONDERED WHAT I WOULD DO. COULD.
T HAVE CALLED A DOCTOR.
HAVE TOLD SOMEONE.
NOT HAVE NOTICED. OR PRETENDED NOT TO.
HAVE PRAYED WITH ALL THE POWER AN AGNOSTIC
CAN SUMMON, WHICH IS TO SAY THAT
HAVE TRADED BELIEF FOR FAITH.
STILL TAKE THE FLIGHT TO CHICAGO.
FORGET IT ALL—GIVE ME 3 MONTHS, OR TWICE
THAT, A SUMMER, DECEMBER MOON AND THEN
FORGIVE IT ALL.
HAVE TOLD YOU.